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Tuesday, March 24, 2015

The following writing was sent to me by someone and I thought of publishing it here with the authors consent. But the author wants to remain anonymous, so I am not going to publish the name.
I don’t know what to write as the topic of this post. Will leave this article untitled if I don’t work out a title till the end of the writing. I feel sorrow and lament inside me right now. How do you feel when you are thought of as someone who has killed his own brother and that too by someone who is very dear to you and has a direct relation with the person gone. How can a person of your own relation, so close to you, think of you as the person who did nothing to save their child. I don’t know how to react. I don’t know how to talk. I don’t know what to talk. I don’t know what to feel. How should I deal myself. 
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Maybe they are right. Maybe they are supposed to act in exactly that way. Maybe I am thinking too much. Maybe since they are the nearest to the person gone, they are doing the correct thing. But how can they forget all those moments that we spent together? What about the immense love we have for him. The years spent together. The thing and matters as they were before the incident were so different. How can a brother let his sister’s son die without doing anything? How can she say he didn't do anything? How can she say it all happened because of us?
This was really bad. If God exists and he does these things then He shouldn't have done this to him. If a person is so eager to die but He shovels the other one who wanted to live life to the fullest and always tried doing so. There were so many options.

But things happen and it has happened.

-Anonymous
regret

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The following writing was sent to me by someone and I thought of publishing it here with the authors consent. But the author wants to remain anonymous, so I am not going to publish the name.
I don’t know what to write as the topic of this post. Will leave this article untitled if I don’t work out a title till the end of the writing. I feel sorrow and lament inside me right now. How do you feel when you are thought of as someone who has killed his own brother and that too by someone who is very dear to you and has a direct relation with the person gone. How can a person of your own relation, so close to you, think of you as the person who did nothing to save their child. I don’t know how to react. I don’t know how to talk. I don’t know what to talk. I don’t know what to feel. How should I deal myself. 
Picture credit Huffingtonpost
Maybe they are right. Maybe they are supposed to act in exactly that way. Maybe I am thinking too much. Maybe since they are the nearest to the person gone, they are doing the correct thing. But how can they forget all those moments that we spent together? What about the immense love we have for him. The years spent together. The thing and matters as they were before the incident were so different. How can a brother let his sister’s son die without doing anything? How can she say he didn't do anything? How can she say it all happened because of us?
This was really bad. If God exists and he does these things then He shouldn't have done this to him. If a person is so eager to die but He shovels the other one who wanted to live life to the fullest and always tried doing so. There were so many options.

But things happen and it has happened.

-Anonymous

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Today I and my other roommate had to break the lock because my third roommate accidentally took the only key with him to his college. We were really tired and were sweating heavy in the heat. But still we did a bit of roaming around and watched a bit of the world cup semi-final between South Africa and New Zealand. Then we decided to break the lock.

Now when the third roommate arrived, I asked him in a joking tone that why had he taken the key with him. He replied abruptly and said we could have waited 3 hours without breaking the key. I told him about our state at that time of afternoon but still he reacts such rudely. And then he along with my other roommate ask for my laptop to watch a movie. What kind of behavior is this? I was reading the newspaper and he goes out of the room switching the lights off. Great!
I didn't say anything because I don't want bring bitterness in our friendship. But this time I have been wounded hard. I feel sad. I am hurt with these strange ways of human psychology.

sad

Emotions hurt!

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Today I and my other roommate had to break the lock because my third roommate accidentally took the only key with him to his college. We were really tired and were sweating heavy in the heat. But still we did a bit of roaming around and watched a bit of the world cup semi-final between South Africa and New Zealand. Then we decided to break the lock.

Now when the third roommate arrived, I asked him in a joking tone that why had he taken the key with him. He replied abruptly and said we could have waited 3 hours without breaking the key. I told him about our state at that time of afternoon but still he reacts such rudely. And then he along with my other roommate ask for my laptop to watch a movie. What kind of behavior is this? I was reading the newspaper and he goes out of the room switching the lights off. Great!
I didn't say anything because I don't want bring bitterness in our friendship. But this time I have been wounded hard. I feel sad. I am hurt with these strange ways of human psychology.

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